I'm still here. Things are crazy and I'm so sorry but right now I can't explain. I hope this ends soon, I can't take much more, I feel like screaming.

The moment we met that Summer day, if you'd told me that on a rainy night in November, you'd be the one stopping me from ending my life I would never have believed you. But there you go. Thanks, Sam. 

You're so lovely, the way you think is beautiful.
 Actually screw that; you're beautiful.